10 MORE unanswered questions about Thirteen Reasons Why

I'm continuing from yesterday because I have so many more questions that I have been pondering on all night. If you haven't seen yesterdays post, just scroll down or go to the home page and this will help get a sense of where I am coming from with these questions and my predictions.

1. Does Skye have a history with Clay? - I feel as though sometime, Clay and Skye may have been an item or had one of those primary school crushes. If there is a second season, I think this relationship will be a main focus.
2. What is Skye's history? - I feel as though Skye is the character we know least about other than minor characters. It was shown that she cuts herself but never explored why. Whilst I do not have the reasons why, I do believe she and Hannah may have crossed paths and potentially her cutting may have increased when she died. 
3. Will tapes be involved in any future series? - I don't think so. It has been a main part of the first series but I think the second series, if there is one, will take a different spin. If tapes do make a come back, I can feel it going down the Pretty Little Liars route. I don't know how, I just do. Tapes could be alluded to but I don't think they should be brought into the series again as it was Hannah's unique way of sharing her story.
4. Did Hannah know the impact this would have on Clay? - I don't think she knew the impact these tapes would have on anyone and while some people are calling her a 'bitch' for what she did and put people through, I honestly don't think she realised how much she was loved.
5. In the final scene, where are Clay, Toby, his boyfriend and Skye driving off to? - If you've read yesterday's post, I think it is one of the first 3 characters listed that is in the back of the ambulance and not Alex or Tyler. If not, where are they actually driving too? I think there's possibly some final information that Toby knows about and that's where he's taking Clay and Skye which would be the start of season 2.
6. What will come of Jessica? - She has just learned that she was raped at a party where Hannah viewed this and did not tell anyone but did tell people through tapes when she died. Her boyfriend, Justin, also knew this and whilst he did attempt to get Bryce off her, he then waited outside. I feel as though Jessica is an extremely strong person but such a traumatic event will cause problems amongst those on the tapes. Potentially with her telling the police everything about Justin and Bryce. 
7. Did Zach deserve to be on the tapes? - Honestly, I think not. Some people on the tapes carried out disgusting acts. He did however, take away her anonymous notes in communication class which helped with her confidence. I feel as though he was one of the nicest out of the 'jocks' and could have potentially helped Hannah in an unbiased view more than anyone on the tapes. 
8. What will Hannah's parents do with the tapes? - I hope, as adults, they would do the right thing but like I said before, I think Toby knows more than we think he knows which would link to Hannah's parents and by handing over the tapes to the police could cause serious consequences.
9. Did Hannah's parents have more of an impact on her committing suicide than what it is perceived? I do think so. Even though Hannah did lose their money which we saw, both the Mam and Dad come across as very loving individuals. Again, this is a question everyone could view differently but instead of going to see Mr Porter, why did she feel the need to not at least tell her parent's what was going on in school? Was something other than being her parents, holding her back?
10. Do any of the minor characters know more than what they let on? - I think Skye, Toby's boyfriend and maybe the person who works behind the counter at the newsagents know a lot more information than it's perceived they do as they aren't on the tapes but I believe they are the source to tie everything together?

I could only think of 10, damn it! If there are any more, I will make another post as I love exploring this series. I hope you've enjoyed reading these and exploring your own answers. I'll be back with one more post tomorrow!

Like I have said in yesterday's post, I am not a health professional. If you have any concerns about yourself or others, please contact your national helpline. Go onto the Thirteen Reasons Why website, select your country and find the information of those you can contact. Within the UK, this is Samaritans. 

Disclaimer - By no way do any of these answers express my opinions on what is right or wrong on any situation depicted through the questions but rather the way I see the direction of this show going. 

Amyleigh x

13 unanswered questions I have about Thirteen Reasons Why and predictions

Spoiler alert! If you have not watched Thirteen Reasons Why and are planning on doing so soon, do not read ahead as there will be many spoilers. However, if you have watched then please carry on reading and ponder on the questions :)

1. Who is in the back of the ambulance? - it is suggested that it is Alex in the back of the ambulance, however, the person in the ambulance has dark brown hair.. I personally think it's one of the characters from the final scene, possibly from a car crash as the final scene includes Clay, Tony, Tony's boyfriend and Skye driving off in Tony's Mustang. 
2. Why does Tyler have so many guns? - people think that Tyler may have shot Alex because he takes his photo down from the 'red room' and it is suggested that Alex is in the back of the ambulance. Some people also suggest that he is going to cause a mass shooting but removed Alex's photo because Alex had been kind to him when he was pinned up against the locker. I don't think there's anything sinister in it, but rather for our minds to play in overdrive. Or perhaps its a hobby at a shooting range? I mean, parents go into their children's rooms often and it would be a bit odd for the Mam not to have seen a massive black container..
3. If it is Alex in the ambulance, did he try to kill himself and why? - some people think that Alex is in the ambulance because he felt guilty as to what happened with Hannah and he is seen cleaning his room, something which Hannah done before committing suicide. If it is Alex in the ambulance though, I think it would be for a different reason which we don't know about yet.
4. Will Mr Porter listen to the tapes? - I don't think he will and there will be consequences for those on the tapes. I think Tony knows more than what we think he knows.
5. Will Bryce be sentenced? - Bryce is on the tapes for rape and this is obviously an offence. With him committing this crime, will he be sentenced or will nobody tell the authorities? I think he will be sentenced, I mean come on! What an injustice it would bring. 
6. If they don't tell the authorities, why? - I think honestly, the authorities will be told. Especially not that Hannah's parents have the tapes.
7. Will the other people on the tapes be prosecuted for withholding information? - I don't think so. But honestly, they should. 
8. What will Justin do with the gun? - some people think it is Justin in the ambulance. However, I think Justin may kill his mother's boyfriend and flee with the money and start a new life. But, a lot of people do want Justin's character to return so this may not be the route the producers go down
9. On that note, will there be a second season? - I honestly do think so but the producers need to do it in such a careful way and not to take away from the seriousness of the first series. There are rumours about the second season being the reaction of those on the tapes receiving them but also rumours about following the characters one year on.. I feel the latter the best option.
10. Why did Hannah trust Toby? - Like I've said before, I think Toby knows a lot more than he makes off and I think this would be something for producers to explore if there was another season. We only really see Hannah interacting with Toby at school and after the school dance. I think that Toby was the one person she had least interaction and history with and saw a gentle personality, entrusting Toby with a lot of information. Others may have tried to listen to the tapes and stop her.
11. Why didn't she give others the option to stop her? - Hannah went to Mr Porter and said in the tapes she hoped he would try to stop her or talk her down from what she was feeling but never. Obviously this question would be extremely debatable but if she expressed that she wanted someone to talk her out of it, why didn't she go to Clay or her parents? I think Hannah thought Mr Porter would give her good advice from a 'stranger' rather than coming from people she knew loved her and would try and stop her and potentially 'baby' her thereafter. 
12. Why didn't Sheri ring the police after she heard the tapes? - It took Clay to talk to her in order for her to ring the police about crashing her car into the stop sign and causing death and destruction. She knew the tapes were being passed around to other people so why didn't she see fit to speak to the police about what she had done as it didn't directly link to the tapes? I think Sheri thought everyone would keep her secret like she had with everyone elses but with her kind personality, I question if there was another reason (other than causing death and not wanting to tell her Dad) that she didn't want to ring the police.
13. What will Clay do with all this information? - I was very surprised that it was Toby who passed the tapes on to Hannah's parents and not Clay. He passed the tapes onto Mr Porter but he still has knowledge about everything, like everyone else. Will he force the others to speak out about what they have done, even if that means another beating up from Bryce or will he tell the authorities? I believe Clay has a good head on his shoulders and he will end up telling the police a lot of details about crimes committed but I believe he will not go into detail about Jessica and Alex being boyfriend and girlfriend and leaving out Hannah, Jessica hitting Hannah.. things not deemed 'criminal' unless you deem a slap criminal? I also believe he will go out of his way to protect Sheri. 

What are your thoughts? I would love to hear them! I have 2 more of these posts relating to Thirteen Reasons Why in the next 2 days so I hope you enjoy them.

Amyleigh x

Thirteen Reasons Why people are talking about Thirteen Reasons Why

I got this idea in my head to start doing a chain of 'Thirteen Reasons Why' posts starting on a Thursday because it started with the same sound.. odd, yes. However, it means 4 blog posts in 1 week!

I'm currently in the middle of writing my dissertation but my brain needed to jump on the Thirteen Reasons Why bandwagon and see what all the fuss was about.. I'm glad I did!

1. You can binge watch the whole show! - Yes, that's right. The show is on my beloved Netflix and whilst it's 13 episodes long, it is easy to go through the whole thing in one sitting.
2. It looks at sensitive issues from a different perspective - The Thirteen Reasons Why series has a lot of different issues intertwined between the story lines and whilst some people argue that it makes some issues look inferior to others in the way it plays out, I think that it helps others, especially younger viewers, to know the difference between what is considered 'overstepping the mark'. I do not want to create any spoilers in this post but if you have watched it, you probably will know what I mean. If not, when you watch the programme you will realise what I'm talking about. 
3. It raises awareness - The show itself is great and therefore, the reaction from viewers has been incredible. By googling Thirteen Reasons Why, the website is actually a source of helplines for anyone having any issues raised in the programme (or for other reasons). It also gives people signs on what to look out for if somebody may need help or support.
4. It gets people talking - Not only does it raise awareness, it gets people talking. Whether this be in forums to voice their opinions, to people actually going to get help and support which is wonderful. This point kinda relates to point 4 but it is so much different. It enables people to talk about problems in such a way that a helpline or support group can't do. It also paves the way to get into conversations about alternative endings..
5. The suspense - My gosh does it leave you on a cliff hanger and so many unanswered questions! I hope there is a season 2, if not I understand due to the complexities of issues people may have about delving deeper but honestly, if it turns out to be a pile of poop (which I really do not think it will be) along as it saves one person's life then it is so worth it. 
6. Everyone has their own perspective - You learn through the series that everyone has a different take on certain scenarios and makes you empathise with certain characters. The show could have been made to make everyone look evil but it explores their own demons which enables the viewer to see that not everyone looks at a situation in the same way and we need to be careful in what is said or done or to apologise, make amends as soon as possible and to not let the story 'get ugly'.
7. It's unlike anything we've ever seen before - Unless I've been living under a rock, I've never seen anything like this in my life. The way it is set up, the storyline, characters.. everything. It is pure genius and shares such a special message. 
8. It has a book! - If you're not a Netflix junkie like me or just prefer to books, it is based on a novel by Jay Asher. Whilst I have not read it, I have seen many reviews to say it is just as good as the Netflix series, if not better.
9. Anyone can enjoy it - It's one of those series where you don't have to be of a set demographic. Anybody from any age, race, culture, any sort of background can either relate or enjoy the show. Just because the main actors and actresses are young, does not mean it's for a teenage audience.
10. Cyber bullying - In this age, there are new ways to taunt and bully people, especially through the use of technology. Numerous photos are sent around of different characters and whilst this is the first series I've seen on cyberbullying, 'Cyberbully' was the first film I had ever seen. It shows how one photo can change a person's life and allows the viewer to explore a different side to bullying.

Obviously, there are some down sides to this programme which I do not want to go into detail as over text, it is very easy to insult someone which I do not want to come across as if I am doing. There are some things in the series which I'm like 'AAAAH, WHY DIDN'T YOU DO THIS?!' or 'WHY DIDN'T YOU DO THAT?!' but it made me a lot more aware of people's perceptions and individuals ideas of right and wrong.

If you are reading this for advice, as much as I would love to help, I am not a professional. If you need help, please go online to the Thirteen Reasons Why website and select your country to get information on who to contact.

I quit my job!

Yes, as the title shows.. I quit my job! and I wish I had done it sooner. I will not go into the reasons that I quit as I don't want to shun the company, but let's just say, I'm glad I got out of there. -angry face-

So what am I doing now? I actually quit my job about 4 weeks ago and I'm massively surprised that I haven't been on here to do an update. Considering I have university commitments and a dissertation to write, I feel as though all of my time has been obsessing over new shows on Netflix. If I could be employed by Netflix to be chief watcher of their shows, I would.. I mean if that were a real thing..

When I left my job, I decided that I didn't want another job and I wanted to put all of my energy into making my dissertation great and coming out with a good degree but honestly.. I'm starting to get bored. Yes, my self employed title as Chief Watcher of Netflix does get slightly tedious at times and I have to come out of my bedroom to get some fresh air. So, I've been applying for jobs. I have attended 2 interviews so far. I attended one job interview and coming out of it, I knew it wasn't the right place for me and whilst I was offered the job, I kindly declined. Now, I've had many other job interview opportunities but I just seem to keep turning them away by finding random things more important to do that attend a job interview.. what is going on? I think I know deep down, they probably aren't the right thing for me. However, most of the jobs that I have applied for have false advertising, like please don't advertise your jobs as certain hours and then change them when arranging an interview over the phone.. this brings me on to my next interview. 

The company were hiring for a 40 hour manager and a 8 hour sales assistant. When I went into the shop to hand in my CV, I explicitly said that I was applying for a sales assistant role, as I had previous managerial roles on my CV. 2 days later, I was called to an interview and I was so excited because it involved products that I really enjoyed, however when I got there, there were 3 people on a long table there to interview me which I thought was strange. From the get go, I knew something wasn't quite right. The first person who greeted me on the shop floor was the manager and she took her seat and introduced me to the assistant manager and also the Regional Director of the company.. rather strange for a 8 hour sales assistant position?.. First question: "Why would you like to be the manager of ****?" ALARM BELLS. I was so cross, like, really cross. I remained calm and rather than answer why I would like to be a manager, I thought I would answer why I would like to work for the company, thinking the interview could just switch over to the sales assistant role. I then ended my little speech with asking whether the role that this interview was for was for a manager or sales assistant, as you probably guessed, they picked me for a managerial job. Considering I'm at University which is stated on my CV, you would some eyebrows would be raised at me going in for a job interview for a 40 hour a week Managers position? The Regional Director looked absolutely distraught and asked me if I would like the sales assistant position right off the bat, I think to try and salvage the already tarnished interview, and before I could even accept, it turns out they had given the sales assistant position to somebody else, the day previous.. livid was not the word. The company said they would keep me on file and if the next position suits my availability, I would be hired.. but I mean, the carelessness that was undertaken in a JOB INTERVIEW was so unprofessional, I just wonder if thats what the management is like at that store.

Anyway, on the plus side, I'm thinking I want to leave my next job interviews for the main career ones, not something part time to help me and my big Primark addiction get through University. Who knows, my next update could be that I have a job.. or another horrendous job interview. I hope that if you're out there looking for jobs and going on interviews, you will have a better experience than me!

Amyleigh x

40 Questions tag - Skincare and Make-Up

SKINCARE
-How many times do you wash your face daily? - Once on a morning, then I use cleanser and toner on a night.
-What skin type do you have? (dry,oily,combo) - Used to be very dry but now combination
-What is your current facial wash? - Biore Charcoal / The Body Shop Tea Tree face wash
-Do you exfoliate? - Just my T-Zone
-What brand do you use? - Soap and Glory
-What moisturizer do you use? - The Body Shop Vitamin E Aqua Boost Sorbet
-Do you have freckles? - Yes
-Do you use eye cream? - Yes, No7 eye cream is an absolute dream
-Do you or did you have acne prone skin? - I have had acne prone skin since I was 13
-Did you ever have to use Pro-activ? - I have used it in the past but caused the scar under my eye to irritate

MAKE-UP
-What foundation do you use? - Estee Lauder Double Wear in Shell
-How about concealer? - Collection 2000 concealer in 1
-Do you know your undertone colour? - My face is pink and my neck is yellow.. annoying
-What do you think of fake eyelashes? - Always huge for my eyes. I need to buy mini ones or 'demi wispies'. I only ever wear them for a special occasion
-Did you know that you are suppose to change your mascara every 3 months? - Yes, but I rarely do..
-What brand of mascara do you use? - Soap and Glory and No7
-Sephora or MAC? - MAC
-Do you have a MAC Pro-card? - No
-What makeup tools do you use in make up application? - Beauty blender, oval brushes, setting brush, angled brush, spoolie, blush brush, domed shadow brush and crease brush
-Do you use make-up base/primer for the eyes? - Yes
-For the face? - Yes
-What is your favorite eyeshadow (color or shade)? - I prefer warm colours, usually a nude/brown.
-Do you use pencil or liquid eyeliner? - Liquid
-How often do you poke your eyes with an eyeliner pencil? - Very rarely use it
-What do you think of pigment eyeshadows? - Love love love
-Do you use mineral makeup? - Yes, Bare Minerals is amazing
-What is your favorite lipstick? - I'm all for the liquid lipstick trend at the moment. I'm currently on the Candy K Kylie bandwagon
-How about lipgloss? - Rarely used but I love Loreal lipgloss in Dazzle
-What is your favorite blush to use? - Rockateur or Sugarbomb by Benefit
-Do you buy your makeup on ebay? No
-Do you like drugstore makeup? Love it
-Do you go to CCO's? (cosmetic company outlets) - Not the specific company outlets, but I do go to outlets that sell make up
-Did you ever consider taking make-up classes? - I did once and then I saw the price
-Are you clumsy in putting on makeup? - I used to be, I think I'm slightly better now though. I'm more clumsy at tweezing, shaving and waxing.
-Name a makeup crime that you hate? - When you can see a block of highlighter from the front
-Do you like colorful shades of makeup (lipstick,eyeshadow) or neutral ones? - Neutral
-Which celebrity always has great make up? - Emma Stone and Hailee Steinfeld 
-If you could leave the house using just ONE make up item,what would you use? - Mascara
-Could you ever leave the house without any makeup on? - Yes
-Do you think you look good even without any makeup on? - Nope

-In your opinion, what is the BEST makeup line? - Hard one, but if I needed to pick a good all rounder it would have to be Rimmel or Soap and Glory
-What do you think of Makeup? - Love it, but please don't wear too much too young, it hides natural beauty

New Netflix Programmes/Films

I feel as though there have been a few new Netflix programmes and films added recently so I thought I would go through them and make a list of the ones I fancy watching in the near future. Only a quick one today as I'm in the middle of a mountain of University work.. you're probably wondering 'well what the hell are you doing making a blog post?' and you're right, I have absolutely no idea.. other than I'm procrastinating. Send help!

• Santa Clarita Diet - "Mom craves human flesh. Dad wants a normal life. A good marriage is all about the compromise". 
• One Day At A Time - "Two kids, a single Mom and a feisty Grandma. Three generations under one rood. Their home: hectic. Their hearts: huge".
• Schitt's Creek - "When a wealthy family is forced to find out how to other half live, the adjustment isn't exactly a smooth one".
• Friends With Better Lives - "Single, engaged, married with kids.. they all think they have it the worst. They're all correct". 

Amyleigh x

Top Netflix Picks No.2

For someone that is a Netflix-aholic, it would be assumed I watch more films than TV shows.. wrong! I have no idea why but I find it so hard to be fully invested in a film but there are a few I have seen in the past that have popped up on Netflix, or I have discovered recently which I want to share. If you want to see my blog post about my favourite Netflix TV shows then click here, otherwise let's begin!

• What To Expect When You're Expecting - Comedy film staring a number of stars: Cameron Diaz, Matthew Morrison, Jennifer Lopez, Elizabeth Banks, Chace Crawford, Anna Kendrick, Rebel Wilson, Chris Rock.. yeah, it's amazing.
• Coin Heist - Netflix Original adventure film staring Sasha Pieterse (Alison from Pretty Little Liars)
• The Hunger Games Mockingjay Part 2 -  Obviously if you haven't seen the previous ones then go and watch them, but this is seriously the best one out of all of them and highly recommend this series.
• Ella Enchanted - A comedy for all of the family staring Anne Hathaway. 
• Annie - Nope, not the 1982 version. This is the remake of Annie in the 21st century. If you love classics and absolutely detest remakes then you need to stay away from this film, it is very different. However, the basic storyline is relatively the same but with new songs to tap your foot along to. Staring Cameron Diaz, Rose Byrne and Jamie Foxx. Can you even believe Jamie Foxx is this guy though?

 Gets me everytime.

• Dirty Grandpa - This film had me in stitches. If you love a bit of rude humour you will love this. I did not have to force myself one bit to watch this when I found out Zac Efron was in it.. An absolutely hilarious film for both genders.. however not for all ages. 16+ kids! (If you like this, I think you will love Mike and Dave Need Wedding Dates.. unfortunately, not on Netflix)
• Grease Live - The best live version of a musical, EVER. If you liked Hairspray Live at Christmas, you will adore this even more. Hairspray is hands down my favourite film but Grease Live is like a work of art, sheer genius and the original songs are great. Staring Vanessa Hudgens, Carly Rae Jepson, Joe Jonas and Julianne Hough.
• Never Been Kissed - Classic 90's romcom staring Drew Barrymore. I had no idea this was on Netflix until I started watching Santa Clarita Diet (New Netflix Original staring Drew Barrymore) and I am more than overjoyed it is on Netflix. After this blog post, you know where to find me!
• Gnomeo and Juliet - Yes, my inner child is out but I think this is possibly one of the best cartoon films ever! If you haven't guessed by the title it is basically a remake of Romeo and Juliet involving garden gnomes from rival gardens.. haven't I sold this well? Honestly, if you love cartoons, children's films and wanting to find a new film for all of the family.. this is it!
• Madeline - Oh my God. I just went and logged onto my Facebook to see if I was missing any and yes I certainly was! What a film. Perfect family favourite with a beautiful message of love and support. On a side note, if anyone mentions having chicken for tea, I can't help myself saying 'chicken helene, chicken chicken!'. If you have seen this film, you know, you most certainly know. 
• Chalet Girl - One of the greatest British Comedy films ever. I really need to write a post about the best coming of age teen films, however I digress. Humour, lessons about life and love, following your dreams.. what more could you want?! Staring Felicity Jones and Ed Westwick.
• What Happens in Vegas - A firm favourite about Cameron Diaz and Ashton Kutcher's characters getting married in Vegas when drunk and winning a huge amount of money. They are told by a judge in court they cannot get their marriage annulled and have to try and get along, the sneaky buggers try and get each other to basically go rogue.. first time I've explained a plot so far... not very well... oh well! However, it's bloody fab. 
• The Other Woman - One of my favourite films ever. Staring Kate Upton, Leslie Mann and Cameron Diaz (I see a Cameron Diaz pattern here). Watch 3 women team up to make a man's life a living hell after cheating on them all, with each other! A huge recommendation if you or someone you know has just had a shitty breakup. Shows that friendship lasts the test of time.

Other favourites include:

• Zapped - Disney Original staring Zendaya, family film)
• Clueless - Come on, everyone knows Clueless
• Eddie The Eagle - Based on a true story of a young boy's dream to become an Olympian
• Footloose - Another remake I'm sorry, but it is a really good one. Staring Julianne Hough from Dancing With The Stars 
• Drop Dead Fred - One of my boyfriend's all time faves so thought I would include it
• Harvest Moon - I believe it's one of Hallmark Channel's Original Movies, if you're from the UK it's basically the type of film Channel 5 would play over and over again in the day time, however, it's pretty good!
• Bride Wars - Such a good film to watch on a girly night with a take away!

And thats it! I hope you have enjoyed and will watch some of my recommendations. I have 2 more planned Netflix lists coming in the next week or 2 so be sure to check back. I hope you have a lovely weekend (.. spending time, in the house, with your S/O or friends, eating crap.. watching Netflix) 😏😏 

Amyleigh x